I guess this explains why I can't get a response through email...
or after leaving you voicemails...
or attempting to send you helpful words here.
I guess you really are just like every other person I knew in Myrtle Beach.
And too afraid to just come out and say that you don't want to be my friend anymore.
What's the big deal? If I said something, you know you can come to me. If I did something, same deal. So why are you being so two-faced and manipulative? Why can't you grow up and just tell me if I did something, because I certainly don't recall that happening. Or maybe if any of you can tell me why Miss Farmer refuses to confront me with whatever it is is bothering her, it would be appreciated.
All I can say is that I tried. I kept you in my thoughts and literally thought about you almost every day since I have moved. I tried keeping in touch even when it was nearly impossible with my schedule. I listened when you had insecurities about where you were going to end up and how you were going to get there. But I guess that somewhere along those lines, I did something that gave you the balls to just hide away and turn your back on that. But thats okay. Do what you have to do.