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Tuesday, November 18th, 2008

Subject:Cleansing
Time:3:38 pm.
Mood: bored.
Began another master cleanse today. Will continue on it until Thanksgiving. The first day is usually awful, but it hasn't been too bad today. It's 85 degrees outside. From what I hear, it's snowing in Washington, D.C. I will be there in a week. I haven't been back in over two years, and haven't owned a jacket for even longer. I don't want to buy a coat because I feel like I can't justify buying a jacket if I'm only going to be wearing it for a week. And I hate wearing jackets. So it looks like I'm going to be freezing my ass off for a week. Oh well. I really don't want to go back. I really can't stand that area, and it's been nice going places like Cancun or Cozumel for Thanksgiving and having my mom come out here for Christmas, but oh well. She really wants Julian and me to see her new house, so I guess I can make due for a week. But yeah. That's all for now. If you're reading this from L.A. then stay hydrated...the heat and smoke are dangerous. If you're reading this from NoVa or Wisconsin, stay warm! And if you are reading this from anywhere else...then do your thing, whatever it may be!
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Tuesday, January 16th, 2007

Subject:New Apartment!!!
Time:4:35 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
Yay! So we finally found a new apartment, and right in the nick of time! Our lease ends in February, and the apartment will be available, literally right when we need to move in!! It's also $100 less a month than what we're paying now, and it's within walking distance to EVERYTHING, and it has more to offer than where we are at now! We put the deposit down today, so it's all ours! I'm so excited. It's right across the street from Gruman's Chinese Theater and the Kodak Theatre, and right behind El Capitan, which is where Jimmy Kimmel's show is. It's also two blocks from Julian's school, and about 7 or 8 blocks from where we work, so it's PERFECT! I'm so excited, I just want to pack and move NOW! Yay!
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Subject:This is worth reading...
Time:12:10 am.
Mood: mellow.
If they know of him at all, many folks think Ben Stein is just a quirky actor/comedian who talks in a monotone. He's also a very intelligent attorney who knows how to put ideas and words together in such a way as to sway juries and make people think clearly.

The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary.
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Here with a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important?

I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife.

Am I going to be called before a Senate committee and asked if I am a subversive? Maybe, but I just have no clue who Nick and Jessica are.

If this is what it means to be no longer young. It's not so bad.

Next confession:

I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees.

It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, "Merry Christmas" to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersecti on near my beach house in Malibu . If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away.

I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for being Christians. I think people who believe in God are sick and tired of getting pushed around, period. I have no idea where the concept came from that America is an explicitly atheist country. I can't find it in the Constitution, and I don't like it being shoved down my throat.
Or maybe I can put it another way: where did the idea come from that we should worship Nick and Jessica and we aren't allowed to worship God as we understand Him?

I guess that's a sign that I'm getting old, too.

But there are a lot of us who are wondering where Nick and Jessica came from and where the America we knew went to.

In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke; it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking.

Billy Grah am's daughter was interviewed on the Early Show and Jane Clayson asked her "How could God let something lik e this Happen?" (regarding Katrina)

Anne Graham gave an extremely profound and insightful response.

She said, "I believe God is deeply saddened by this, just as we are, but for years we've been telling God to get out of our schools, to get out of our government and to get out of our lives. And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?" (She said the same thing when interviewed after 9-11)


In light of recent events...terrorists attack, school shootings, etc. I think it started when Madeleine Murray O'Hare (she was murdered, her body found recently) complained she didn't want prayer in our schools, and we said OK.

Then someone said you better not read the Bible in school. the Bible says thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not steal, and love your neighbor as yourself. And we said OK.

Then Dr. Benjamin Spock said we shouldn't spank our children when they misbehave because their little personalities would be warped and we might damage their self-esteem (Dr. Spock's son committed suicide) We said an expert should know what he's talking about. And we said OK.

Now we're asking ourselves why our children have no conscience, why they don't know right from wrong, and why it doesn't bother them to kill strangers, their classmates, and themselves.

Probably, if we think about it long and hard enough, we can figure it out. I think it has a great deal to do with "WE REAP WHAT WE SOW ."

Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

Funny how you can send 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Funny how lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene articles pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion of God is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Are you laughing?

Funny how when you forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it.

Funny how we can be more worried about wh at other people think of us than what God thinks of us.

Pass it on if you think it has merit. If not then just discard it... no one will know you did. But, if you discard this thought process, don't sit back and complain about what bad shape the world is in.

My Best Regards. honestly and respectfully,

Ben Stein
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Tuesday, January 2nd, 2007

Subject:sexy...? maybe more or less..
Time:8:11 pm.
So the photographer I shot with sent me the link to the proofs, and they are rad! The headshot-type ones were okay, I mean, there isn't too much you can do with a headshot, but yeah. Anyway, the ones that I thought were gonna be horrible (i.e. the 'sexy' ones, cuz I don't know how to be sexy) came out absolutely amazing! It doesn't even look like me, but they do at the same time! And I had no idea how big my boobs were until I took a look at the photos! I was going to post them, but there is a block on the site, so I can't. However, I am going in tomorrow to pick up the CD of proofs so then I will have them to post, so it will be just a little longer, then I can share them and get opinions on which ones people like the best. I know which ones I like from each look, but theres a few of you out there whom I would love to hear from, just because you all have some experience with photos and headshots and zed shots. Anyway, I just looked at them and am super excited, so I just thought like sharing! Yay!
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Sunday, December 31st, 2006

Time:9:11 pm.
Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

Everybody like my newest tattoo?! I sure do! It's on my forearm, which you can't really tell from the pic. It's so fab!!
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Thursday, December 21st, 2006

Subject:Leaving...on a jet plane
Time:11:54 pm.
So in like 6 hours I will be on a plane heading to Myrtle Beach for the holidays. I hate Myrtle, and I never wanted to go back, but it will be good to see Julian's family. I miss them! They are such sweet people, so that will be nice. I guess I'll get over being in a trashy state with trashy people. But yeah, I'm also just kinda excited to get out of here for a few days. Between work and apartment stress and everything else, I'm about to snap. I just need some release from it all. I wish I could be packing right now, but I'm at work. Which means I have to go home, pack, somehow try to sleep in the remaining 2 hours I'll have, then get my ass back up to go to the airport, which apparently is a nightmare right now (LAX has been on the news nonstop here cuz so many flights have been cancelled). I'm excited too though that my mommy is coming down for a day to see me! Yay! So after not seeing her for about a year, I get to see her twice in like, a month. So exciting! And Julian's mom is a fab cook, so I'll be eating well finally too! Maybe Christmas won't be so horrendous...

If I don't get a chance to write, have a happy holidays everybody! I'm gonna start the solstice celebration tonight!
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Wednesday, December 20th, 2006

Time:1:11 pm.
2006 AWARDS

1) Drinking Buddy of The Year?
Julian or my Mom!

2) Lifetime service award - Longest friend
Sara Abawi or Glynn Baker...love and miss you guys!

3) High Point of the year?
Getting representation out here

4) Low point of the year?
Being broke and going hungry

5) Best holiday?
Thanksgiving...we were so trashed I hardly remember it!

6) Anthem for 2006?
Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park

7) Any regrets?
Not keeping in as good touch with some people, and giving others the benefit of the doubt when I shouldn't have.

8) Best Night out?
Vegas

9) Worst Night out?
Cabaret...ugh.

10) Who was the last person you spent valentines day with?
Julian

11) Best relationship?
Julian!

12) Worst relationship?
dad.

13) Best concert?
I dunno...I see concerts every night at work, but the best was either Corrine Bailey Ray, Il Nino, or Cypress Hill w/Snoop

14) Best New Relationship?
Ted or Jamie

15) Best decision made all year?
To move

16) Best new album that you have got?
Cristina Aguilera (okay, you can all laugh at me now...I bought a pop album)

17) Most proud moment?
Standing up to people

18) Most reliable person?
Julian and my mom

19) Best job of the year?
House of Blues, I hate it right now, but it wasn't always bad.

20) Best Film?
The King with Gael Garcia Bernal, Road to Guantanamo, The Oh in Ohio, and Art School Confidential

21) Favorite quote of the year?
Your curves are beautiful!

22) Rate 2006 on a scale of 1-10
7

23) Plans for 07?
Nail some of these pilot auditions my manager is setting me up with this upcoming pilot season.

24) Where do you see yourself in 2017?
Hopefully not starving

25) What are you hoping for next year?
Success
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Monday, December 18th, 2006

Subject:Photo Shoot today
Time:10:37 pm.
So I had my shoot today. It went awesome! I'm so happy and I'm super excited to see the product. He said he would have the proofs online by Wednesday, so I'm looking forward to that. I did two looks that were like traditional commercial and theatrical headshots. I also did three fashion looks that were crazy! One was like a nerdy-intern type look. One was this uber sexy gothic look. They haid my hair totally ratted out into this sideways mohawk and this black eye makeup that went all the way across my face. My boobs were totally hanging out, and it was FREEZING cold when I had to shoot them this morning, but he let me get a sneak peek at them and they were AMAZING! My last look was this rockabilly chick with the big victorian rolls in my hair and this crazy punk rocker rainbow eye makeup. I also got to rock out in the shoot with my guitar in the middle of Melrose Blvd. (they closed part of the road off for it!) so that was a lot of fun. Freezing, but fun. I'm really glad I got to do it, and I'll definitely post pics when I get them. Then you could all help me decide which to get as headshots and which to get put on my zed cards! Yay!
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Wednesday, December 13th, 2006

Subject:Long Time, No Write!
Time:12:42 pm.
So, Cancun was great. Loved it so so so much. It was so good to just sit back and get wasted for a week with my rad Mommy and Julian. Now it's back to the real world. No money, no life outside of work, and the weather has consistently been in the low 70's...NOT COOL WITH ME!!! I'm a hot weather girl and this is too damn cold for California! Especially at night time when I work outside (not at my corner...well, kinda...my corner of the club), it gets freezing! (For those of you who are confused about that whole working my corner thing, I work the door at a concert venue (House of Blues), so I consider my door my little corner...nothing too risque' right?!)

Anyway, I have a photo shoot this Monday that I'm stoked about. It was supposed to be today, but the hairstylist got in a really bad car accident, so it's been rescheduled. Hopefully I'll get some good headshots out of this too, but regardless, it's going to be kick ass for my portfolio!

And ummm...yeah. That's about all that's going on right now. I know I know...I'm such a freaking boring person, but such is the life! I'm just uber bored before work right now and thought I would update real quick. Hope everybody is doing well!
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Sunday, November 19th, 2006

Subject:Cancun!
Time:6:48 pm.
I'll be in Cancun, Mexico until November 25, so if you need to get in touch with me...too bad!! I won't be online or answering my phones. Yes folks, I get to take a vacation from EVERYTHING!!! Hasta Luego!!
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Monday, November 6th, 2006

Subject:Disgruntled...
Time:11:54 pm.
Mood: disappointed.
So...I guess sometimes you just can't force a friendship when both sides don't want it. It sucks, but sometimes it just has to be that way. So, that's that. I guess some things aren't meant to be. But hopefully, I'll be in a better place after all this blows over. It saddens me, and upsets me that things don't always work, but oh well. I'm finished dwelling on it. I tried, adn that's what friends do. Try. But it takes two to tango, and I'm tired of dancing alone...
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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006

Subject:Oh yeah...
Time:6:29 pm.
And...on a lighter note (something I failed to mention in my false-alarm rage)...


...I got my first movie role out here!!! Yes, I will be a wench in the upcoming Pirates of the Carribbean 3 movie! Get fitted for my costume the end of October and we film the scenes the end of November! Super super excited! My first movie credit is going to be a huge one! Yay for me!
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Subject:Early Morning.
Time:4:19 pm.
Mood: grumpy.
So, after getting home from work at about 12:45 last night, I wanted to just go to bed because I had to be back here at 8:00 this morning. Well, the falling asleep was easy with alchoholic aide, but it was the REALLY early morning wake-up call that pissed the hell out of me. At approximately 4:30AM the fire alarm goes off. Julian and I try to ignore it for a while, but considering it is placed right outside our apartment door, it was a little difficult. So, I get out of bed and look in the hallway to see what's going on. Me and two other people who live in our hall were all messy haired and sleepy eyed looking around wondering why the hell the alarm is going off. No smoke, no nothing. So, I close the door, put a pillow over my head, and try to sleep through it. Well, a few minutes later, we hear firetrucks! So, I go out, open the door again...AND THE HALLWAY IS FULL OF SMOKE!!! I yell to Julian, "Get up! We gotta go!" He jumps up and looks in the hallway and was kinda in shock. So we pull our shoes on, grab our wallets and cell phones, and hightail it down the 9 flights of stairs. So we get to the lobby of our apartment, and pretty much the entire building is sitting outside. We join the ranks of them as the firetrucks pull up to the building. I'm freaking out wondering what I'm going to do for work clothes and what's going to happen to the few valuable things I do have in that apartment. Firefighters go in and have to break into the leasing office where the fire control panels are located.

Long story short...somebody placed smoke bombs outside the fire alarms on each floor of the building...stupid bastards. By the time we actually got to go back in and walk UP the 9 stories of stairs (elevators still not working due to the alarms), it was time for me to 'wake up' to go to work.

So, I'm tired and grumpy and having to deal with stupid people going to Gospel Brunch today. Yet another reason to hate people even more.
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Friday, October 20th, 2006

Subject:I really hate people
Time:6:11 pm.
Mood: angry.
So, I'm sitting at work in the House of Blues box office right now. Let me remind you all that I am at the House of Blues in West Hollywood, California, and not at one in some hillbilly, southern racist state. Well, I just had a lady call me and ask questions about our Gospel Brunch, which is a buffet and live concert we have every Sunday. She was asking me about prices and who the band was this week and all the basic questions we get asked all the time. Then, she goes on to ask "so, what is the racial mix of the crowd that goes to the show?" Kind of (okay, REALLY) offended by this, I answer "Well, what exactly do you mean?" She responds with (and I kid you not) "well, is the crowd mostly NEGRO or is it a nicer crowd?" WHAT?!?! I wanted to hang up on this ignorant bitches ass! We are in freaking WEST HOLLYWOOD CALIFORNIA!! We're not in some lame-ass racist town like fucking Myrtle Beach or somewhere. This is one of the most diverse cities in the US and there are actually stupid people out here who still act like they are supierior or 'nicer' than another group of people. I'm in such shock right now. That just made me sick to my stomach. I'm so disgusted. It makes me hate people that much more.
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Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006

Subject:Work work work
Time:8:09 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
So...I have an interview on Thursday (was Monday, then moved to Tuesday, now it's Thursday) for a supervisor position at work. This would mean that I would no longer have to work two jobs, be completely exhausted and still broke because I don't make enough at either. This would mean that I would be moving up in a company I really like working for. This would mean that I would be doing almost what I was doing before I moved here for almost 4 years and loved. I love working in box offices. I love being on that side of the scene. It's so much fun, and it's always different, every day. At Wheelwright (where I used to be the Senior House manager then transferred to Box Office manager), it was a slightly different atmosphere. You had ballets, concerts, comedians, orchestras, variety shows and public speakers, so you really always had different crowds and situations. Here at the HOB, it's strictly concerts so it isn't as diverse, but it is just as great. The only thing is is that I haven't been with the company very long (just since May) and I know that they are probably looking for someone who has been there longer. But I know I could do it and do it well. It's the environment I love working in, and lets face it, I hate my other job. I hate it so much that it is really making me miserable. I would love this position but I don't really know what to do, because I can't automatically make it like I have worked for the company longer than I really have...that's beyond my control. But doesn't it stand for something all the experience I have in that industry?? I got Chris and Porter (my old manager and the man who runs the theater) to both write me letters of recommendation, and they both wrote very kind words, which I hope helps. I don't know how many people they are interviewing, but I hope they aren't already having someone in mind by the time they get to me. So, think about me and wish me luck on Thursday, because I could really use some support. I really want this and could really use the feeling of accomplishment in my life right now. I want to make a difference at work. I want this.
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Sunday, September 24th, 2006

Subject:I'm such a celebrity whore!
Time:6:51 pm.
Mood: tired.
Yay! So at work last night, Penelope Cruz had a big party in our Members Only area. And as you can imagine, Ms. Cruz has some pretty awesome friends who came to this party. Let's just see...

*Antonio Banderas is drop dead gorgeous and not as short as everybody says. He's also very courteous. I was going to the bathroom on my break and was moving past him in the hallway. In his oh-so-sexy accent...he goes "escoose meh". I just smiled because I'd just walked into the person who I have had a silly celebrity crush on since I was a little girl! I ended up seeing him a few times throughout the night and he was wonderful!

*His wife, Melanie Griffith, is very kind as well. I know people always give her a lot of shit, and she's not exactly my favorite actress, but she is very beautiful and a very sweet person.

*Orlando Bloom. Can't stand him. Never liked him. He's such a poser and it makes me sick and he isn't even hot. I don't know what anybody sees in him...but once again, regardless of that, he's a very nice guy. He came right up to me outside when he was smoking a cig and just started talking to me, asking how my night was going, all that fun smalltalk stuff. I still think he's a poser and the worst actor ever, but he's a nice guy.

*Drumroll please.....SELMA HAYEK!!!! Most beautiful person I have ever met...EVER!!! I didn't get to talk to her, but I got to make eye contact and smile at her and she is seriously the most stunningly beautiful person I have ever seen! And, she's built like me, which makes me smile, because I have never been completely comfortable with my curves, and seeing someone with curves like mine and how beautiful she was made me happy. Beautiful. That is all.

*There were also lots of other people there, like the tall bitchy lady from that old tv show "Just Shoot Me" and other B-actresses like that. It was pretty cool though.



...Maybe someday I'll be one of those people that others write about...



...someday.
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Sunday, September 10th, 2006

Subject:Angst.
Time:5:23 pm.
Mood: determined.
Okay, so my last entry I totally vented my hurt. I know that there are other ways of venting than ragging my emotions out here, but I felt I had no other options. I was hurt, by one of my good, close friends, and venting my hurt here was the only way I actualy got a response, so I do feel justified in what I did. It was never to hurt anybody, because I know what the hurt was like, and I wouldn't want that burden on anyone else. I just needed to push it to the point that I could get some sort of response from this person. Nothing else worked, so I had to. And I'm sorry, but it was a last resort that I had to take.

Anyway, things have been going extremely well! Family issues aside, I am totally loving life right now. I'm totally overworked (85-hour workweeks are not fun, and I'm so sick and tired of them I'm about to put my two weeks in at my "part-time" job which is scheduling me 5-6 freaking days a week! Not cool.) Other than that though, I'm happy. I have a really good feeling about the next few months coming up. I feel like something big is going to happen. I'm not really sure what, but things are just starting to feel right. But once again, something has to give. Nothing is going to happen for me if I'm a slave to a part time job thats working me harder than my full time job. I need some release. I need some time to focus on me, or even just sleep a few hours. I'm tired of these 3-hour sleeping periods. My body can't take it, and living like this is not helping me stay in a positive mindset about things. But I truly feel like once I release something, I am going to have room to grow amazing things. I'm just really excited about the future right now. I mean, I had the balls to come out here without having to literally be dragged out of the purgatory-esque Myrtle Beach. I had no money and no safety net, but did it anyway. I have survived, and I have loved it. I'm right where all the action is, now the only thing that is in my way of doing what I love is myself, and I refuse to let that be my reason for not living my dreams. I'm not going to do that anymore. Being a slave to a part time job is not an option anymore. I look like I have been beaten severely my eyes are so black with sleepless circles right now and it just isn't healthy. I'm not going to make myself sick and tired over a few extra bucks. I need my health, I need some sleep, and damnit, I need a few minutes a day that are mine and mine alone. I don't think that I'm being greedy, I think I am being good to myself finally. I need this. And I'm ready for this.
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Tuesday, August 29th, 2006

Subject:I'm so sick of fake people
Time:2:31 pm.
Mood: disappointed.
I'm really tired of this bullsh*t. Seriously, grow up. Here I am, trying to be a good friend, leaving you some advice on your livejournal entry where you seemed confused and a little lost. I take the time to reach out. Then what happens?? I sent the message, and see that I cannot leave you a message because I am no longer on your friend's list...hmmm...

I guess this explains why I can't get a response through email...

or after leaving you voicemails...

or attempting to send you helpful words here.

I guess you really are just like every other person I knew in Myrtle Beach.

Fake.

Hollow.

Insensere.

And too afraid to just come out and say that you don't want to be my friend anymore.

What's the big deal? If I said something, you know you can come to me. If I did something, same deal. So why are you being so two-faced and manipulative? Why can't you grow up and just tell me if I did something, because I certainly don't recall that happening. Or maybe if any of you can tell me why Miss Farmer refuses to confront me with whatever it is is bothering her, it would be appreciated.

All I can say is that I tried. I kept you in my thoughts and literally thought about you almost every day since I have moved. I tried keeping in touch even when it was nearly impossible with my schedule. I listened when you had insecurities about where you were going to end up and how you were going to get there. But I guess that somewhere along those lines, I did something that gave you the balls to just hide away and turn your back on that. But thats okay. Do what you have to do.
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Sunday, August 27th, 2006

Subject:He's so inspiring...
Time:1:42 pm.
So last Sunday (I know the blog is late, but I just finished a 70-hour work week and haven't gotten around to posting) J and me got to go to this private play reading by Mark Ruffalo. Tickets were normally $125 a person, but since we're cool like that, we didn't have to pay that...only $35 for the two of us total! Anyway, here we are, front freaking row for the whole show! It was so amazing. The play was This is Our Youth, and it is truly amazing, if any of you are interested in reading it. It's about sex, drugs, and rock and roll, so who wouldn't be interested in reading it?! But it was truly an uber-amazing experience, and getting to actually meet him once more. It was truly an amazing night!! Every time I get to meet Mark Ruffalo though, it puts me in the mood to watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind over and over again...hahaha.





And I have to say, after years of bashing 'bubblegum' pop, I have discovered a new love for the second disc of Christina Aguilera's new CD. It's all this old school jazz and shit, which I LOVE and I'm not embarrassed to say that I am now a Christina fan...so long as she keeps this kind of music up!
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Sunday, August 13th, 2006

Subject:It's been a celebrity week...
Time:6:31 pm.
Mood: anxious.
So, after riding my high from meeting and getting a chance to talk with Benicio del Toro and Mark Ruffalo, I was able to be at another celebrity-filled event. I was working the other night for Justin Timberlake's concert. Basically, there were very few tickets available to the public, because most of the venue was bought out for his celebrity following and the like. Well, I got to work the celebrity entrance!! Let's see...where to start:
**Ellen Degenerous, my fave, called me a cutie-pie!!!
**Her girlfriend, Portia de Rossi, is beautiful
**Jeremy Piven is really short
**So is Spike Lee
**Tyra Banks is much more beautiful in real life
**Molly Sims is a total sweetheart
**Donald Faison is also a total sweetheart
**Maroon 5 all wear cool hats
**Paris Hilton pushed me, and it took all my strength not to shove back...only because I desperately need the paycheck. Bitch. Here's the storyCollapse )
**Supermodels really are super tall!!
**Pharrell really needs to eat a cheeseburger or something. That kid is skinny!

There's so much more, but all I have to say is that I am still starstruck. I feel like by the time I come down from this week's high, I'll be put right back on another one. Next Sunday I'll be attending a very intimate, very private, invite-only play reading by Mark Ruffalo. Yeah, I'm so cool I get to hang out with him every two weeks!! It's going to be so cool. I love this town.
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